(via hudsonstream)
..this is so beautiful.
I think I’ve always been too optomistic. I always think everything will be alright, so I never work extra hard to make sure nothing goes wrong.
And now something is going to go wrong. Ahaha. Lesson learned for sure.
ghost? sleepwalking? self-inflicted pain?
So last night, or should I say this morning, I woke up around 1 am to pain all over my body. My entire body was aching, kind of like sore muscles, but ALL my muscles, including arms, calves, thighs, whole back, butt(lol), and yeah you get the idea. my whole body. To give you a sense of how much it hurt, I was basically bawling and I had to resort to going to my mommy. Hhaha. She freaked out cause I never cry that hard or even at all. After..a while she found tylenol and I took 2 and passed out.
I tried looking it up and i got lack of oxygen, stress, lack of sleep, etc.. but you know, even though I slept less than usual the night before, wasn’t I sleeping when this happened? And don’t I breathe super deep when I sleep like all people do?
My mom said a ghost went on my body. hahhaha.
jaesunkuo: you might have
jaesunkuo: fallen out of bed
jaesunkuo: or sleepwalked
jaesunkuo: hitting yourself subconciously
BREAD IS PAN: my friend said i sleepwalked
BREAD IS PAN: and ran into something
BREAD IS PAN: ahahhaha
temporarilybecca: ?
temporarilybecca: ahahah
temporarilybecca: thats possible
temporarilybecca: you sleep like monster
hm.. but i dont have bruising now.. and if i really ran into the wall so much, wouldn’t my mom hear and wake up?
STRANGE.
a little pain
only a little bit of pain can go a long way. someday, somewhere in the world, someone will have my blood flowing through their veins. and that is a wonderful thing to know. i can run into them on the street and i wouldn’t even know that my blood is in their blood :)
Today I watched Dalai Lama’s conference in Seattle. It was at the University of Washington.. UW students.. UW purple gowns, oh man. I wish picking UW was the right choice so that I could go there =( But I know it’s not. Yeah, yeah I’m over the whole ordeal, but I still wish I could’ve gone there.
UW cherry blossoms
i <3 lists
THINGS TO CATCH UP ON WHEN SCHOOL IS OVER:
- TABLO & the Dreaming Radio recordings
- Naruto! I’m 1000000 episodes and even more chapters behind!
- Getting pictures developed!
- Super Mario Sunshine.. I’m sorry, you were too difficult for me to keep going =(
- DDR master. aahahha.
three day weekends
I like doing nothing. Hiding under the blankets, reading old manga, not combing my hair. Todaya new episode of New Heart came out =] It was gooooood. 
I can’t remember what the giant white lights were .. I can’t remember what any of the lights were. But I remember the lady eating sushi next to us. She had a white husband and cute little girl who liked California rolls.
And I do have hope. Plenty of it. There’s just something in this place that doesn’t see the hope with me.
